I had to take a small hiatus from writing. Call it self love call it a mental break. Sometimes I find myself doing too many things at once. It is the Gemini in me.
I took me break and took a multicounrty vacation to Japan and Indonesia. Japan was for partying and Bali was for my spirit.
I left everything I needed to leave right there in Bali. I was in a lot of pain, everyday I was in pain. I am happy to say I am no longer in pain. The peace is inevitable but the pain was just there. I thought it would never go anywhere. I had embraced the thought that i would always be in pain. The pain became a part of me.
And then a turning point…
I had an epiphany and I let the pain go.
The pain for so long. Letting go of my ex husband’s son after 3 years of divorce. Women always heartbroken over a man. Men come and go like clockwork. Bye. Try on the pain of being heartbroken over a kid that you fell in love with throughout the course of 6 years and then lost. 9 years later. I’m free.
There is no time constraint on the journey to peace. You heal accordingly on your own time at your own pace. Embrace the spirals, they will teach you so much. I’m still healing. Healing does not end. It is ongoing. The pain, however, gone.
I will say I spiritually mentally and emotionally closed the doors that I needed to close while in Bali and I’ve never felt more at peace than I do now.
Close a few doors and a thousand more will open. This is happiness, peace, love, and beauty all wrapped in one. I am drugs. They are addicted to me. I provide a high that they can’t get from anywhere else. I am me. That is the beauty of me.
The main thing you need on your journey to peace…a support team!
Back to helping women to heal themselves and giving back to life by healing ancestral pain for the generations to come. It is up to me to break the cycles of passed down pain that my ancestors grew accustomed to living because they were told “this runs in the family”. It stops right here.
The oracle cards told me that anyone in my presence will receive healing. God is with me every step of the way. The universe loves me. I am my ancestors wildest dreams come true. I love you.
I am here if you need me.
Next stop…free from the military job.
Welcome to the journey to peace